The power of LOVE
Same sex marriage
and that all dogs go to heaven.
if i could go back in time, i would go to high school and do better. i would get better grades, pick better friends, and try to get into a decent college. i feel like my college life could have been much better if not easier than it really is now if i had given a damn about classes. if i could go back, i would care about all the things i didn’t and forget about all the things i did. if i could go back, i would be a better role model and try to make myself a better person instead of pretending not to care about anything.
i wish i could go back.
so now that she has decided not to come home, what will happen if she decides never to come back? will we just fall apart like most best friends do? what will happen if she meets some one, some one who wants to stay in her new hometown? so am i just supposed to find some one to replace her? how could i? she’s like a sister to me, we even introduce ourselves as sisters. how could she not want to come home? i just dont get it. im so afraid of losing her, because losing her would be like losing a big part of myself. i couldnt even imagine finding anyone else to take her place.
she’s slowly pushing me away… i guess im on the search for a new best friend again :(
the free may die young; but the cautious never live at all.
I opened my eyes and he was still there. Lying next to me, still dreaming. And as i watched him breathe in and breathe out, i wondered what he was dreaming. Was he dreaming of me? Oh, how i hoped he was. I laid my hand on his chest and could feel his heart beating. i don’t know how, but i knew; it was beating for me. he parted his lips without opening his eyes and whispered “I love you.”
What kind of world are we living in? where it’s a great feat to just be fine; not good, not great, not happy. Just fine.
You can have everything and still feel like shit.
some call it depression, some call it apathy. either way, it affects most of us.
its hard to even talk about. i have so many wonderful people in my life that i adore. but i can’t ever tell them this because i don’t want them to think that they are the reason i’m upset.
I miss you. And I do want you.
Just because you don’t feel like you need me, doesn’t mean that i don’t need you.
I feel like second string, like I’m always your second choice.
I love you.
One day at a time, this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.
So this is my first blog.
Not that i really have much to blog about.
I’m a student, girlfriend, sister, daughter, best friend.. just an all around normal girl.
And for some reason i thought this would be fun.